Inner Desires: Chapter X (Part II)
WARNING! The following post will contain explicit erotic scenes which may be unsuitable for certain persons, especially for those who are underage. Read at your own risk - if you think this might offend or shock you, DO NOT CONTINUE READING.
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It had been over a year since she was rejected by Tarja. Fortunately, her attempt to seduce her wasn’t completely in vain. At least she managed to gain some experience in making out with girls, and she actually enjoyed it. The sensation was different from kissing men; women were generally softer and took it slower, as though they were scared to ruin the fun by going too fast. Now, finally – and she also had to thank the Finn for that – she would find out what it was like to have lesbian sex. And she couldn’t wait to discover it.
Kimberly couldn’t remember being so excited. She had been dating Sharon for about seven weeks, and she was determined not to let one more go by without sleeping with her. It was plain to see that the Dutch girl was crazy for her. Even though she had repeated many times that she couldn’t promise anything and was not into women, all her actions said otherwise. Just the way she needed to hold her whenever they were on their own was sign enough. No doubt she was falling in love with her, and Kim was yearning for the day when she would show it to her physically.
That evening would be the perfect opportunity. Sharon was coming over for dinner, and her girlfriend was sure the date would go on for a lot longer than that. Because of that, she had spent the whole day cleaning up her apartment, placing candles in the living-room and choosing a nice outfit. In the end, she had decided on a tight white blouse and a pinup-like skirt. She had even applied the perfume she only used on special occasions. To complete the cozy, erotic atmosphere, soft jazz with warm female vocals was playing on her stereo.
Her doorbell rang at 7 p.m., not earlier or later. She took it as a sign that the evening would be perfect. There she was, standing by the doorstep, looking as beautiful as always. Even in that simple, sleeveless black dress, she was gorgeous. Moreover, luckily for Kim’s eyes it was a V-neck, which truly enhanced her appetizing cleavage. She had her hair pulled back, some loose strands falling cutely on the front. Her lips were the same colour as the wine in the bottle she was holding.
“Hello honey!” Sharon greeted with her adorable smile.
“Hello!”
Kimberly reached for the bottle as she kissed those already familiar lips. She put her free hand on the small of Sharon’s back, leading her into the house.
“Oh, this all looks so beautiful!” the brunette exclaimed, her big brown eyes reflecting the candlelight.
“All the best for my girl” Kim winked.
Sharon let out a giggle. Her high-heels clicked on the marble floor as she made her way to the couch.
“So… what are we having, Chef Page?” she asked playfully.
“You know I’m not much of a cook” the blonde justified herself embarrassedly “So I ordered Chinese food. Hope that’s alright.”
“Chinese is always good!”
“Great! It’ll be here any minute, so… how about we open that nice bottle of wine while we wait?” the hostess suggested.
“I love that idea!”
However, not even the wine helped Kimberly calm her nerves down. She was determined to ask her girlfriend to spend the night, and she couldn’t get the thought out of her head in the whole evening. That didn’t let her concentrate on the delicious dinner or the conversations with Sharon. The brunette appeared to notice. While they were sitting on the couch after enjoying the food, chatting and cuddling from time to time, she cupped Kim’s face tenderly and tried to read her absent blue eyes.
“Sweetie, is everything alright? You look troubled…”
The blonde licked her lips. Perhaps the time had arrived. Again, she felt that it was now or never.
“Can I ask you something, Sharon?” she spoke timidly in a low voice.
“Sure, honey, what is it?” the Dutch girl caressed her cheek.
Kim averted her gaze. She couldn’t do it looking into her eyes. Not without blushing.
“Wouldyouliketospendthenighthere?”
Sharon gasped, unconsciously removing her hand from Kimberly’s face. The other woman looked down disappointedly. Great, she had just scared her…
“Oh… it’s fine… you don’t have to. I just thought you might be too tired to drive back home…”
“No, I do want to” the brunette responded quickly “It’s just… you know… we’re dating, so we… are going to… we have to…”
“Well…” Kim bit her lip “We don’t have to. I mean, if you don’t want to…”
To be honest, she didn’t really mean the phrase she had just pronounced. Yet she felt that she should say it, both to take some pressure off the other girl and not to sound like a horny teenager desperate to get laid. She glanced discreetly at Sharon, who took a deep breath nervously, wringing her hands.
“It’s just… I’ve… never done it before…”
“Don’t worry about it” Kimberly rubbed her shoulder sympathetically “It’s alright if you don’t feel ready. I don’t know, we can just… cuddle.”
Although it disappointed her to think that she was not going to get what she wanted on that night, a part of her felt horribly guilty for that. It was breaking her heart to see Sharon like that. A shaky smile appeared on the other girl’s face.
“Yeah, that sounds very good” she agreed.
Seeing her so nervous, Kim pulled her closer to herself, rubbing her back and hoping it would make her feel better. Unfortunately, Sharon seemed to get tenser by the proximity.
“Wanna have some more wine?” the blonde suggested “It’s a really nice one, isn’t it?”
“Yeah. That’s a good idea.”
Kim bent forward, reaching for the bottle on the wooden chest she used as a coffee table. Concentrating on not letting her hand shiver too much, she poured two glasses and handed Sharon hers. The brunette murmured a word of thank you before taking a long sip. Her girlfriend felt an even stronger pang of guilt at the sight of it; but at the same time, Sharon’s panicking was annoying her slightly. It was only sex, after all.
“Look, honey, you don’t have to be so scared” she told her, holding both her hands “I like you very much and I just want you to feel comfortable. So… if you want to go home, I’ll understand. You don’t have to do anything if you don’t feel like.”
“Okay…” the Dutch girl nodded softly.
The lawyer pulled her into a hug, kissing her cheek. She could hear her taking one more deep breath to calm herself down. Through the embrace, she would have sworn that she could sense her girlfriend shivering. Repressing a sigh, she broke the contact and gave her a tender, sympathetic smile.
“I love your company no matter what we do. So if you just want to stay here on the couch talking, that’ll be fine with me. I just want to spend time with you.”
Hearing those words, Sharon felt her heart melting. It was the first time someone had ever said that to her. For once, no-one was pressuring her for sex. All the men she had been with had only wanted one thing from her, but at that moment, she knew Kimberly was different. Kim respected her and understood her feelings. God, that made her want her even more! Because the truth is that she wanted to give it to her; she was just afraid of not being good enough.
“A-are you sure?” she wondered.
Kimberly nodded. Slowly, Sharon closed the gap between them and placed her lips on the other girl’s again, tasting the wine in them. And maybe it was a side effect of the crimson liquid finally kicking in, but her head began spinning, filled with a pleasant dizziness. The blonde moaned gently as her hand made its way to her lover’s beautiful, dark hair. If she had known that she was just as afraid as she was… Yet she did not let that show in the kiss.
Neither of them could tell how long they spent like that, or how much time had gone by when Kim’s palm found Sharon’s waist and caressed her side sensually, while the brunette’s mouth moved shyly to the other’s neck. Suddenly everything seemed much calmer. Suddenly nothing mattered but the growing lust between them, translated into a tingling, wet sensation between their legs. Now, with a little more confidence, the Dutch girl broke the kiss. She wanted to let her girlfriend know that she had finally decided to ultimately accept her invitation.
“I think I’m too tipsy to drive…”
Kimberly’s face lit up visibly when she said that. Her small, girly features looked incredibly cute when she was happy, intensified by the faint light in the room.
“Does that mean you’re spending the night?”
“Yes” Sharon whispered.
“Thank you” Kim said softly, as she wrapped her arms once more around her sweet girlfriend.
Again, that embrace became eternal, full of a tenderness that seemed to grow more passionate little by little. Kimberly’s fingertips ran into one of Sharon’s breasts, stealing a gasp from the both of them, who looked into each other’s eyes for a moment.
“Is it ok if I…?” a blushing Kim asked.
“Yeah, sure” the other replied, her cheeks just as red.
The blonde swallowed and repeated the move, this time each one of her hands taking care of both breasts. It was a delicate, shy touch in the beginning, but the way Sharon closed her eyes, her head slightly tilted back, encouraged Kimberly to continue intensifying it.
She ran her thumbs gently over her lover’s nipples. Even through her top and bra she could sense them erecting as her breath accelerated. It felt strange, magic, to see how her moves could affect her body. After a while, Sharon opened her eyes and put her hands on top of Kimberly’s to stop her.
“Can I… touch yours now?”
Loving how she was becoming more confident, her girlfriend smiled.
“Of course you can!”
Staring into her blue eyes, Sharon’s hands caressed their way from Kimberly’s arms to her chest. She inhaled deeply, as though telling herself not to be afraid, giving her a very gentle and careful massage. The sensation was strangely good; she would have never expected to find herself touching another woman’s breasts. In spite of that, she realized that she enjoyed their softness and their perfectly round shape. Unable to resist it anymore, she leaned in to kiss her again without removing her hands. Kim smiled against her lips. The moment was coming closer. She could already sense that Sharon wanted it as much as she did. Now was her perfect chance.
“I think we would be more comfortable in bed... if you’re ok with that” she whispered almost against her lover’s mouth
“I’d love to” Sharon smiled.
Kimberly took both of the other woman’s hands as she stood up. Calmly, she began making her way to the bedroom, pulling her friend along, who had a burning look in her warm brown eyes. Two pairs of high-heeled shoes hit the floor, the only sound as they stepped into the silence of the room. Sharon had seen it before; yet that evening, for the first time, it felt like a completely different place, much more welcoming and intimate than she had ever thought.
The lawyer sat on the edge of the bed, pulling the brunette onto her lap, her hands on her hips. Brushing some strands of that nice, dark hair away from her face tenderly, she began kissing her way down, from her cheeks to that pale, porcelain neck. Sharon wasn’t wearing any perfume, but the natural smell of her skin proved that she didn’t need it at all. Hesitantly, her hands found Kimberly’s back and stroked her sweetly with her fingertips.
For a while, they remained like that – holding each other close, as if they were afraid of separating. Mouths found each other several times, melting in one in tender yet fiery kisses. Hands roamed all over bodies, longing to touch, to explore. After a festival of caresses and hugs, Kim noticed that both her clothes and her friend’s were getting in the way. She wanted to know what it felt like to touch Sharon’s skin for real, what she looked like without any ornaments. She pulled away gently, nuzzling her nose against the other woman’s.
“You know what I’d like to do now?” she whispered.
“What?”
“I want to be even closer to you” she toyed with the rim of her dress, tickling her skin gently with her fingers “No clothes – just your body against mine. Would you like that?”
A moan escaped Sharon’s throat. Kimberly’s words were turning her on as much as they were scaring her. The ghost of insecurity haunted her again, making her wonder what her girlfriend would think of her naked body. Nevertheless, she swallowed her fear and nodded, getting ready to abandon Kim’s lap. Before letting go of her, the blonde kissed her lips once more.
More encouraged, she stood up and began by letting her hair down. Ebony strands covered her shoulders. Her hands shook as she slid the wide straps of her dress down and stepped out of the dress, which fell to the floor silently. Kimberly observed her. For a second, she wanted to close her eyes, as the scene was making her tenser each time. The voice of reason, at the back of her mind, told her not to feel intimidated – it was a girl like her; she wouldn’t see anything she had not seen before. So she observed her lover bending over to unhook her strapless bra. Now, last but not least, it was time to get rid of the matching underpants. The wardrobe door was a mirror; Sharon told herself to resist the temptation of turning around and having a look. If she did, she knew all her courage would abandon her and she would suddenly find herself too pale, too fat or too ugly, unworthy of Kim’s lust.
Luckily for the blonde, her lover didn’t let the fear take over. Sharon was standing in front of her, completely naked. The redness of her cheeks had probably more to do with her shame than with the heat in the room. Kim took a moment to observe her from top to bottom, enjoying the sight of her curves and her warm, white skin. Her eyes were instantly drawn to her chest; Sharon’s breasts seemed even more prominent, released from the imprisoning bra. They made a nice contrast with her waist. Her body widened again at hips level, emphasizing her femininity. She was unfortunately not quite as athletic as she had pictured her, but there was something overwhelming, almost angelic about her. Nevertheless, she couldn’t help but notice the awkward expression on her face.
“What is it?” she wanted to know.
“It’s nothing. I’ve just…” Sharon spoke hesitantly “Never taken my clothes off for a woman before. It feels strange.”
“I see.”
Kim stood up and moved closer to her. She had one more glance at her whole body before reaching out for her chin, lifting it to look into her eyes.
“Would it make you feel better if I were naked, too?” she asked.
“Maybe…”
The blonde started unbuttoning her shirt. Yet when she got to the third button, she changed her mind. She allowed herself a cheeky grin as she told Sharon:
“I have a better idea. Why don’t you undress me?”
Sharon nodded, taking a step closer to the other woman. With trembling hands, she continued what Kimberly had begun, revealing a simple white bra and her thin torso. She slid it carefully off her shoulders, letting it fall. Then she moved on to her black skirt. She could feel her own heart racing with every action, like a child unwrapping a present. Never had she fantasized about seeing Kim naked, at least not consciously, but she was sure that if she had, what she had in front of her was much better than her wildest dreams. The blonde’s slender figure had nothing to envy those models you can see on television. Once her whole flawless body had been revealed, she looked at her coyly and said:
“Well, this is me. Do you like what you see?”
‘Better than I should’ was the first answer that came to the other’s mind. Smooth skin free of impurity, nicely round breasts, sporty yet thin legs… everything about Kim was close to her idea of perfection. Biting her bottom lip, Sharon nodded. Flattered, her girlfriend reached out and caressed her cheek.
“Do you feel better now?” she wondered.
“Y-yes.”
“Glad to hear that” her hand moved from Sharon’s face to her waist, rubbing her side gently “I like your body very much, too. You’re very beautiful.”
“You are, too.”
Instead of answering with words, Kim wrapped her arms around her waist, pulling her into a long, loving kiss. With a moan, the Dutch girl let herself get lost in the sensation, the touch of Kimberly’s pink lips making all her worries fade away slowly.
The two of them took a dive on the bed, arms around each other, skin on skin. Holding on to her neck, the brunette searched her lover’s lips feverishly, like asking for protection. The other woman roamed her hands over her back, calming her down, telling her that there was nothing to fear. Entangled in each other they stayed for some everlasting minutes, feeling each other’s nudity. The contact between their lips, as their tongues played, and some occasional moans were the only sounds filling the heavy air.
Kim held her friend tightly, wanting to get even closer. Yet she knew there was only one way. Softly, she rolled them over so she was lying on top of Sharon. The sweet brunette smiled up to her. Kimberly wondered how she could seem so happy and calm when she was about to start hyperventilating. She hoped and prayed that Sharon couldn’t see her fear, hidden behind a mask of deep concentration. It was time to stop thinking and get to the action.
Trying to think logically, she imagined in her head what she would like done to her; she figured it would be helpful in order not to lie there wondering what to do next. So she began kissing her neck sensually. Goose bumps covered her lover’s skin as Kimberly sucked some spots gently, ticking her with her tongue. Proud of her ideas, she allowed herself to test the delicate flesh with her teeth, careful not to bite too hard.
By the pants coming from Sharon’s mouth, Kim could tell that she was enjoying it. With her heart hammering against her chest, she wondered whether her girl would be ready for the real thing. Nevertheless, not wanting to desperate, she chose to continue her journey through the other woman’s body more slowly. Her big, well-rounded breasts were her next stop. Immediately, her eyes came to rest on those big pink nipples, stiff with arousal. She let her tongue run over the aureoles, the skin reacting to her touch. At the same time, Sharon’s moans seemed to intensify, becoming more frequent and louder. No doubt she was doing it right.
Little by little, her curiosity and impatience took over. No other ways to tease her lover occurred to her, so she slowly kissed her way down her stomach until she reached her Venus mound. She heard Sharon gasping in anticipation. Parting her legs and then her labia, she sensed her heat and her liquid excitement. As she moved her face closer to her core, ready to let her tongue please her, a penetrating smell filled her nostrils. In fact, it was so strong that she couldn’t bring herself to taste it. Instead she just gave her a hot breath and caressed her way through that unknown territory with her fingers.
She began unsurely, but feeling Sharon’s back arching, her whole body jolting involuntarily with every stroke, encouraged her to go on. Her finger rubbed harder against her labia, in search for the centre of her delight. And she certainly seemed to find it. Louder sounds of pleasure were released from Sharon’s throat. Her breath had become shallower, more rhythmic.
The Dutch girl didn’t know what was going on when the muscles in her legs suddenly tensed on their own. She had already lost control of her body long ago, from the very minute Kimberly’s tongue touched her nipples. Now a pleasant, tingling sensation was spreading itself from her core to her whole body like a wave, growing stronger and stronger. No-one ever made her feel that way… yet she had already experienced it by herself, but it had never been that intense. It was unmistakable. Letting out a small scream of joy, she surrendered to her climax.
Kimberly could not believe what she had just done. Pleasing Sharon had been easier than she had expected. She had barely removed her fingers when her trembling girlfriend sat up to kiss her passionately.
“Honey, that was wonderful!” she whispered breathlessly, clinging onto her.
“I’m happy you loved it so much” Kim responded with a big smile on her face.
She wrapped her arms around Sharon, who was still shaking uncontrollably. Her orgasm must have been a strong one, she thought, satisfied with her job. On the other hand, the brunette was possessed by an indescribable joy. All she could think of was thanking her girlfriend for giving her the most magic moment in her life; she just wanted to make her feel as good as she felt.
Kissing her lips once more, she laid her down on the bed. From above she could see her whole body; she looked so beautiful! She couldn’t get tired of watching that girly, beautiful figure. Kimberly’s crystalline blue eyes were wide open, staring at her. It was hard to read into them; if it had been any other situation, Sharon would have sworn that she had seen a glimpse of fear. In any case, she’d make sure to calm her down and show her that all she should expect from that moment was delight.
Brushing blonde streaks away from her cute face, the Dutch girl placed her hands delicately on her girlfriend’s cheeks to then plant a sweet, warm kiss on her strawberry lips. Her mouth then met her porcelain cheek, slowly finding its way to her earlobe. Meanwhile, her curious hands had already started caressing her whole body. She wanted to discover it all, to enjoy every single spot of the other woman.
Following an imaginary straight line, the tip of her tongue stroked down her neck. She pressed her mouth gently against that fragrant skin, lingering in every new sensation. Then she planted small pecks over the blonde’s shoulders and chest, until she stumbled across her breasts. Both her hands moved instinctively to them and massaged them eagerly; the feel of those against her fingertips struck her as pleasantly odd, and she wanted to experience it more.
While Sharon planted kisses all over her flat stomach, Kimberly wondered why she was taking so long. Sure that girl liked to tease her lovers. What she was doing to her felt really good, but she couldn’t wait for the real sexual act to begin. Her arousal was starting to fade. Yet it’d be rude of her to rush; that would probably ruin the mood completely. Taking a deep breath, she hoped her lover would reach her core soon.
After kissing the inside of the blonde’s thighs, Sharon’s finger finally found its way between her labia. She let her fingertips fumble around, leaving nothing unexplored. It felt odd to touch that part of anatomy on someone other than herself. Even so, it excited her in a way she had never known. So familiar and so strange at the same time… Immediately, she recognized that special spot, that hidden place between the folds; the key to pleasure had just been given to her, and she wanted to open the door for Kim.
Kimberly’s symphony of low moans seemed to go in crescendo. Her girlfriend smiled on the inside to her cute shyness. Realizing that the end was near, she intensified her strokes, until a hand around her wrist asked her to stop. She looked up at the beautiful blonde, who had sat up to catch her breath.
“Was it good?” Sharon asked softly.
“It was very good” Kim replied against her mouth before kissing her.
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